Friday, March 9, 2012

New 40

Taemin's POV

"Appa, who's the guy that appeared yesterday?" Yoogeun asked,

We were on the road on the way home.

"Oppa, there was a guy at home yesterday?" Yoori asked Yoogeun, I smiled at their conversation.

"Neh, the guy was handsome," Yoogeun replied.

"Yoogeun-ah, Yoori-ah, one of the days, you will come to know him," I smiled but soon the smile faded.

And the day that you know him and acknowledge him, will be the day that I'm gone.

-
"We are home~" I opened the front door and the kids quickly rushed up to their room.

"Yeeyeon-ah," I shouted towards the kitchen, wondering where she was.

"I'm here," she walked out from the kitchen, I looked at her puffy red eyes and she looked pretty worn out.

I walked over and attempted to grab her wrist but half way in the air, I stopped my action. A sudden pain took over my head and I fell onto the ground due to loss of balance.

"T-taemin! What's wrong?" Yeeyeon squatted next to me tugging onto my arm.

I shook my head and the pain was gone. I smiled and put my hand over hers.

"I should be the one asking, why did you cry?" I whispered.

"I-I didn't," she denied.

"You did,"

"I said I didn't," she frowned.

"Stop lying, you did cry Im Yeeyeon,"

"I said I didn't cry! Stop being so fucken irritating!" She stomped up the stairs and into our room, she slammed the door hard.

Something must be wrong, something must had happened, someone must have been here... Someone?

I grabbed my car keys from the table and drove my car out.

-
I looked at the calm river when I heard a car approaching, I turned around and saw him getting out of the car and slowly walked over to me.

"Looking for me?" He asked and stood next to me.

"You went to my house just now," this was not meant to be a question.

I looked at him as he poke one cigarette into his mouth and lit it up.

"I went to find Yeeyeon," he softly said.

I kept quiet. What should I say? They are meant to be. I'm just the extra someone who would be replaced one day. What rights do I have to interfere in their meeting ups? Most of all, why am I here?

"Taemin, you know it right? You know that I'll come back for her. You won't be able to stop me," his husky voice echoed in my ears and a sudden headache chased his voice out of my head.

"I wasn't intending to," I said it coldly and walked away into my car.

I started the engine and reversed it till I'm on the main road, the pain in my head worsen and my vision was blurred. I quickly slow down and parked my car at the side of the road. My grip on the steering wheel tighten as my head rested on it.

Jonghyun's POV

"Taemin, you know it right? You know that I'll come back for her. You won't be able to stop me," I said it determinedly expecting him to start a quarrel with me or something.

"I wasn't intending to," was just his plain reply. Huh?

I stared at him but he just walked away without looking at me. What's wrong with him?

I threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it, I was about to walk to my car but my cell phone vibrated.

Sender: Yeeyeon
Message: Meet me @ asdfghjkl cafe.

I smiled at the message, she must have realised that she missed me and wants to come back to me.

-
I walked into the cafe scanning through sea of faces. Damn it why is the cafe full of people, it's already so late at night.

At the corner of my eyes, I saw Yeeyeon. I walked over to her table and realised there were two other people sitting with her.

"Annyonghaseyo," the kids said together, I smiled and gave a nod.

"So, why did you ask me out for?" I smiled brightly and looked at her mono expression.

"Jonghyun, let me introduce, this is Yoogeun and Yoori. Tae-taemin's kids," she murmured in a barely audible voice but I could figure out what she said.

"Oh," I paused and smirked, "They looked nothing like Taemin," I commented and a terrible ached rose up my chest.

"Jonghyun," she called out again, "Neh?" I replied.

"Please don't come into my life," she looked into my eyes and I could see hurt in her eyes.

"Yeeyeon, lo-"

"Shut up Jonghyun. Just get the fucking out of my life, I'm tired of all the shits okay," she closed her eyes with the kids looking at her.

"Why? What the fuck is wrong? Taemin came to find me and guess what? He doesn't give a damn about whether I'm gonna snatch you back or what. Do you even know what he said? I told him that no one is going to stop me from getting you back and his reply was 'I wasn't intending to,' now Yeeyeon, are you gonna tell me that both of you are leading a lovey dovey life together? Sorry but I don't think so, so stop lying to me,"

Her eyes widen, she looked shock. She clenched her fists so tightly that her veins were visible underneath her skin.

"Yeeyeon, let's tell the truth okay? You don't love Taemin right?" I whispered with a big lump in my throat.

"I love him. He's the man of my life, got it? Mr Kim Jonghyun, please go back to your KIM's corp and never come back. Because I'm having a good life here," she stood up and attempted to walk away but I grabbed her wrist.

"Stop being a bitch and just come back to me. Why are you lying to yourself? You know jolly well that you still love me. Why are you pretending that you hate me or something," I scoffed not knowing that I just scolded her bitch.

Gosh Kim Jonghyun, what did you just called her? Are you tired of living?!

"Let go of me bastard. I didn't pretend that I hate you, I really hate you," her eyes rimmed with anger.

"Let's go kids," she called out and the two followed her footsteps behind.

Yeeyeon's POV

After losing my temper on Taemin, I was in the room until I heard the main door closed. I went out of my room and realised Taemin was nowhere in sight. Did he went out again?

I sat in the living room and countless fragmented thoughts skidded through my mind unable to take shape. Ugh! This is so fucken irritating I swear.

After what seemed like eternity, I sort out my thoughts. I might as well ask Jonghyun to leave us alone... I shall bring along the kids too since no one was at home.

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"Shut up Jonghyun. Just get the fucking out of my life, I'm tired of all the shits okay," I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I can't believe I had talk to him for a few sentences only and I'm feeling pissed already.

"Why? What the fuck is wrong? Taemin came to find me and guess what? He doesn't give a damn about whether I'm gonna snatch you back or what. Do you even know what he said? I told him that no one is going to stop me from getting you back and his reply was 'I wasn't intending to,' now Yeeyeon, are you gonna tell me that both of you are leading a lovey dovey life together? Sorry but I don't think so, so stop lying to me,"

My eyes widen, the fuck? Did Taemin really said that? I'm so going to crush his head later. Earlier I already told him that I'm his wife and he ought to protect me from this gangster head and now he actually told him that he's not intending to.. CARE?

"Yeeyeon, let's tell the truth okay? You don't love Taemin right?" He whispered with his husky voice,

"I love him. He's the man of my life, got it? Mr Kim Jonghyun, please go back to your KIM's corp and never come back. Because I'm having a good life here," I said in one shot and stood up wanting to leave but he grabbed my wrist.

"Stop being a bitch and just come back to me. Why are you lying to yourself? You know jolly well that you still love me. Why are you pretending that you hate me or something,"

What? Did this fellow just called me a bitch? Ugh I'm really getting pissed, I'm not usually like these but hell it must be because I'm PMSing due to the monthly period thingy. And what the hell is Singapore teaching him? He never scold me bitch in the past. NEVER.

"Let go of me bastard. I didn't pretend that I hate you, I really hate you," I coldly said, "Let's go kids," I called out to them and they followed me behind.

I left the cafe and took out my cell phone, Lee Taemin you're gonna get it from me. How dare you say that to Jonghyun that you don't want to care.

I pressed speed dial 2 and waited for him to pick up his phone.

"The number you're dialling is currently available please try again later,"

Ugh this is irritating.

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