Taemin's POV
"Mr Lee, I'm so sorry but..."
"It's okay, I know," I forced a smile and stood up.
"I hope you are happily living your everyday now," he said before I put my hand on the knob.
I smirked. Happily? I'm not someone who could live happily. Not when Yeeyeon's not with me anymore.
Yeeyeon's POV
"Where do you wanna go?" I asked and turned to look at hyun oppa who's driving on the road.
"I don't know,"
"What? I thought you said we are going out?"
"Yeah, I just wanted to have some private time with you can't I?" he smiled and looked at me for a while before turning his head back on the road.
I blushed. Aww, hyun oppa is always so cute.
It's been a long time (and when I said long it's really long) that I seen Jonghyun, I normally just dreamt of him and think of him everyday and I will constantly think that why am I even thinking about him because all he does is abandon me six years ago. I was crying all days and nights and and and, and Taemin was the one who accompanied me through all these. But but now then Jonghyun was back and I just... I simple just left Taemin... Was I right? I mean, Jonghyun was the one I love but Taemin was the one who accompanied me through my worst time...
I was deeply in my thoughts until hyun oppa suddenly braked.
"What th-" I turned to look at hyun oppa but his eyes were focused in front of him. I looked in his direction and saw a group of people coming out from a van approaching us.
"Which gang are you," he asked calmly as he rolled down his window.
"Mask gang," one of them replied. Hyun oppa sighed and looked at me.
"Stay in the car okay," he whispered and planted a soft kiss on my forehead before opening his door.
Before he could even get out form his car, the door on my side was opened and I was literally dragged out by another guy.
"YAH!" Hyun oppa yelled at the guy who locked my arms but another guy behind him knock him out using a bat.
Wait, I remembered him..
~Flashback~
Aish! I kicked the can in front of me.
"YAH!!" Oh damn it, I hit a guy that wore a mask.
"CAN'T YOU SEE THAT'S A PERSON IN FRONT OF YOU YET YOU STILL KICK THAT FUCKING CAN?? ARE YOU NOT HAPPY WITH ME IN ANYWHERE?? DO YOU WANNA FIGHT OR SOMETHING?!?!"
~End of Flashback~
"You're the..." I mumbled as I looked at his face, he smirked and covered my mouth with a handkerchief.
-
Ugh, my eyes fluttered open and all I could see was... Nothing. I felt myself sitting on a chair, arms tied behind the chair and my legs were also tied.
I heard someone walked towards me and he yanked the towel that tied around my eyes away. I squinted my eyes to adjust to the surrounding light. I saw... Saw hyun oppa and Taemin tied on chairs too.
Slowly, hyun oppa's and Taemin's eyes were opened.
"Yeeyeon!" They shouted at the same time, "are you okay?" They both asked, I nodded.
"Lee teuk!" Hyun oppa yelled at the top of his lung and a guy walked in from the outside, smirking.
"That's smart of you, to know that I'm the one who did these,"
Lee teuk smiled, walking towards us with his hand in his back pocket.
"I wonder if you remember Lee joon.." he spoke.
"Get straight to the point," hyun oppa frowned.
"He killed himself in the jail," Lee teuk's expression turned into hurt.
"He's my only brother, and he killed himself. Do you understand how hurtful is that to me?" He walked over to hyun oppa and lifted his chin up.
"I don't know what are you talking about," hyun oppa said.
Right, he wasn't there that time. It was Taemin and I.
"He deserves it," Taemin said and that drove Lee teuk into rampage. He go over to Taemin and lifted up his chin.
"What did you just said?" He whispered in his face but Taemin's expression remained calm.
That's the cold bastard Lee Taemin I met six years ago,
"I said, he deserved it," Taemin repeated and gave him a cold glare which I haven't seen for like six years.
"Deserve it? Why?" Lee teuk asked and then ripped Taemin's shirt apart revealing his bare chest. Taemin groaned softly at the burning sensation of the fabric on his skin.
"Is it because of these scars?" He asked and leaned in nearer to Taemin.
Lee teuk smirked and jumped over to Jonghyun, he's seriously crazy I swear.
"Do you know? When you're not around, Taemin sacrificed sooooo much for your lovey girlfriend? Look at the scars on his shoulders, he got it from Lee joon just because he wants to protect your lovey girlfriend," he whispered in Jonghyun's ear but loud enough for us to hear.
"Lee teuk, what the hell do you want," I couldn't keep quiet anymore so I decided to voice out.
"Ohhh, our little princess has opened her mouth," he smiled and walked towards me.
"I want people to accompany my brother in hell," he whispered into my ear.
"And that will be you," I shoot him my death glare but earned a slap from him.
"Yeeyeon!" Jonghyun and Taemin shouted at the same time again.
Jonghyun's POV
When I was not around, Taemin accompanied Yeeyeon. He did all the job that were supposed to be mine. He protected her and willing to injure himself. What have I done? I did nothing. I simply left Yeeyeon without saying anything. I left her. I hurt her. I caused her to live in hell but Taemin pulled her out of hell. Now I'm back, I'm taking Yeeyeon back. I'm taking her back from Taemin. It's so unfair to him, so unfair that I feel so small. It's like, I'm not supposed to come back. I'm not supposed to love her because she already had someone who love her as much as I do and that person was Taemin. He can give her happiness more than I could. He can love her more than I could because all I ever did was hurt Yeeyeon.
"But never mind, I'm a good person so.. I don't need all of you to accompany my brother in hell. Just one will do," he smirked as he trailed off at the last four words.
"Me," I volunteered, earning a stare from all of them.
"Jonghyun, are you insane? Six years ago you left Yeeyeon and now you volunteered to die? Are you fucking serious in letting her be alone again?" Taemin hollered.
"Taemin, because I know that if I'm gone, you will take good care of her,"
"Are you fucken crazy? What makes you think that I'll take care of her even after you used me to take care of her for the past six years?"
What? I used him? What the fuck?
"What are you talking about? Don't you love her? Now I'm giving you a chance to prove it. If I die, she will be yours," my brows furrowed.
"What makes you think I love her?"
"The way you care for her is beyond the care you have for a friend,"
"I will die," we turned to look at Yeeyeon who just volunteered to die.
"Kim Jonghyun," she looked at me with her teary eyes.
"So this is how you looked at our situation. Six years ago, you pushed me away. Six years later, we finally reunited but you pushed me away again. I thought when you said you love me... I thought it's t-true," her quivering lips parted to let these words slipped out of her mouth.
"Yeeyeon..."
"Shut up, I don't want to hear any of your excuse. Lee teuk, kill me," she pleaded and Lee teuk smiled.
He walked over to her with a gun in his hand.
"Wait! I'm the one who's supposed to die," Taemin said and narrowed his eyes. He shook his head again and again, is he in some kind of pain?
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have involved with you Yeeyeon. It's true that I love you but I'm very sure that the one you love is Jonghyun. I won't held you tight. I will let you go to him since he's back."
"Just kill me Lee teuk," Taemin said and Leeteuk immediately pointed the gun at his forehead.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
New 44
Taemin's POV
I'm all alone at home, they've gone out for dinner and of course, I didn't follow. I mean, why do I even follow? They have Jonghyun now.
I sat on the edge of the bed looking at the big glass window, it's dusk now and my eyes set back on me.
"Taemin," I looked at the girl who sat next to me in the reflection.
"Yeeyeon?" She threw her arms around my neck and hugged me tight.
"Why didn't you tell me," she whispered, I wrapped my arms around her waist and smirked.
"It's no big deal," I pushed her away slightly to look into her eyes.
"It's really no big deal," I said and a drop of tear escaped my eye.
I looked in the reflection again and Yeeyeon vanished in a thin of dust. What is this? Hallucination? I smirked, even hallucination also Yeeyeon. I took a notepad and a pencil and started scribbling on it.
-
"Yahh Lee Taemin," I heard knock from the outside, I opened the door and stare at them, what are they doing here?
"What's wrong?"
Hyun held a bottle in between his thumb and index finger, instantly, I recognised that it's my bottle of medicine. What is that doing in his hand?
"What's wrong?" He returned me the question, I smirked.
"What's wrong? It's just medicine for headache,"
Suddenly Yeeyeon pushed me out of the way and started ransacking my drawers, my rubbish bin.
The rubbish bin!
She found the envelope that I torn into half, without letting her to find the other half, I grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
"Listen, don't come into my room and dig your nose into my stuff," I scoffed.
"You were my husband, I have no rights?"
"Yeah I 'was' your husband,"
I released my grip and snatched the envelope back.
"What's that?" Hyun asked and I hid it behind my back.
"Nothing, it's confidential. TM entertainment's stuff," I lied.
"I hope you're speaking the truth,"
Jonghyun pulled Yeeyeon out of my room, Key and Jessica were staring at me but I gave them a glare before closing my door.
Sorry, I won't let anyone know about this. I thought and torn the envelope into pieces before throwing them away.
Yeeyeon's POV
It's late at night now.
I laid on the bed with hyun oppa beside me, asleep. I was thinking about the envelope in Taemin's room, what's so great about it that he can't let me see? After all, I'm his wife for six years. Ugh this is irritating. I get down from my bed and walked down to the kitchen to get a glass of water to calm myself down but as I walked past Taemin's room, I heard piano being played.
Did I mentioned that Taemin actually plays piano? There's this big white piano in his room, which is my room for six years.
I knocked on the door before opening it. There it is, Taemin sitting there playing piano with his eyes closed, the song was soothing and there's a hint of hurt and sad in it.
I walked over to him and sat down next to him. He opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"Not asleep yet?" He asked while playing the piano randomly.
I shook my head.
"Let me sing a song for you,"
Whoa are you hearing right Yeeyeon? Taemin's gonna sing a song for you? Never did he once in the past six years sing a song for you... Did he? Gosh you're pathetic, you were thinking of Jonghyun all day long until you don't know if Taemin sang for you before? I smacked myself mentally in my head when suddenly the same soothing music began.
This was the music I heard when I was standing at his doorstep.
Tears cascading down my cheeks as the ending of the song echoed in my brain. Was it because of the lyrics that's hurtful? Or Taemin was the one that made the song sound hurtful? Why am I feeling hurt though?
Taemin turned to look at me and I looked away to wipe my tears.
"I'd seen you cried so many times, there's no need to turn away," he whispered and walked over to his bed to rest.
I stood up and walked over to him, tugging onto the end of his shirt like I always do, I asked him.
"Are you hiding anything from me?"
"Ani,"
"Lee Taemin, no lying is allowed,"
"I wasn't,"
"I ask again, are you hiding anything from me?"
"Ani,"
"Lee Taemin!"
"Yeeyeon, just go back to your room and have a good rest okay, I'm turning in," he said and closed his eyes.
All of a sudden, I felt like this Taemin in front of me is so unfamiliar. It seems like I don't know him. Like, don't know him at all.
"Goodnight.." I mumbled and left his room.
Taemin's POV
I'm sorry Yeeyeon.
A tear rolled down from the corner of my eye.
-
Jonghyun's POV
"Morning people," I walked down the stairs to find the kids sitting on their seat munching on the breakfast that my beloved girl made.
"Morning hyun oppa," Yeeyeon smiled at me and poured two cups of milk for the kids.
"Morning appa," the kids yelled, I smiled.
"Where are the rest?"
"Key and Jessica went oversea for schedule again, Taemin went to TM entertainment already,"
"So early?" Yeeyeon shrugged her shoulders and I looked at my watch, it's only eight in the morning.
"Yeeyeon, let's go out after this," I munched on the toast and looked at Yeeyeon, she nodded.
The song was a Chinese song and I translated it to English!
(Source: http://ranwada.blogspot.com/2010/08/ni-bu-zhi-dao-de-shi-all-things-you.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+reignofwelly+%28Reign+of+WELLY%29)
I'm all alone at home, they've gone out for dinner and of course, I didn't follow. I mean, why do I even follow? They have Jonghyun now.
I sat on the edge of the bed looking at the big glass window, it's dusk now and my eyes set back on me.
"Taemin," I looked at the girl who sat next to me in the reflection.
"Yeeyeon?" She threw her arms around my neck and hugged me tight.
"Why didn't you tell me," she whispered, I wrapped my arms around her waist and smirked.
"It's no big deal," I pushed her away slightly to look into her eyes.
"It's really no big deal," I said and a drop of tear escaped my eye.
I looked in the reflection again and Yeeyeon vanished in a thin of dust. What is this? Hallucination? I smirked, even hallucination also Yeeyeon. I took a notepad and a pencil and started scribbling on it.
-
"Yahh Lee Taemin," I heard knock from the outside, I opened the door and stare at them, what are they doing here?
"What's wrong?"
Hyun held a bottle in between his thumb and index finger, instantly, I recognised that it's my bottle of medicine. What is that doing in his hand?
"What's wrong?" He returned me the question, I smirked.
"What's wrong? It's just medicine for headache,"
Suddenly Yeeyeon pushed me out of the way and started ransacking my drawers, my rubbish bin.
The rubbish bin!
She found the envelope that I torn into half, without letting her to find the other half, I grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
"Listen, don't come into my room and dig your nose into my stuff," I scoffed.
"You were my husband, I have no rights?"
"Yeah I 'was' your husband,"
I released my grip and snatched the envelope back.
"What's that?" Hyun asked and I hid it behind my back.
"Nothing, it's confidential. TM entertainment's stuff," I lied.
"I hope you're speaking the truth,"
Jonghyun pulled Yeeyeon out of my room, Key and Jessica were staring at me but I gave them a glare before closing my door.
Sorry, I won't let anyone know about this. I thought and torn the envelope into pieces before throwing them away.
Yeeyeon's POV
It's late at night now.
I laid on the bed with hyun oppa beside me, asleep. I was thinking about the envelope in Taemin's room, what's so great about it that he can't let me see? After all, I'm his wife for six years. Ugh this is irritating. I get down from my bed and walked down to the kitchen to get a glass of water to calm myself down but as I walked past Taemin's room, I heard piano being played.
Did I mentioned that Taemin actually plays piano? There's this big white piano in his room, which is my room for six years.
I knocked on the door before opening it. There it is, Taemin sitting there playing piano with his eyes closed, the song was soothing and there's a hint of hurt and sad in it.
I walked over to him and sat down next to him. He opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"Not asleep yet?" He asked while playing the piano randomly.
I shook my head.
"Let me sing a song for you,"
Whoa are you hearing right Yeeyeon? Taemin's gonna sing a song for you? Never did he once in the past six years sing a song for you... Did he? Gosh you're pathetic, you were thinking of Jonghyun all day long until you don't know if Taemin sang for you before? I smacked myself mentally in my head when suddenly the same soothing music began.
This was the music I heard when I was standing at his doorstep.
A butterfly must blink its eyes a few times
before mastering how to fly
The night sky is sprinkled all over with stars
but a few will fall to the ground
I fly, but you are falling at the same time
I am close enough to hear your breathing
Yet, I'm sorry, I did not hold onto you tight enough
You don't know why I left you
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run
Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground
I clearly know in my heart
that you do not know why I am so cruel
hovering high above you where you cannot see
There are many things that are things you do not know
A butterfly must blink its eyes a few times
before mastering how to fly
The night sky is sprinkled all over with stars
but a few will fall to the ground
I fly, but you are falling at the same time
I am close enough to hear your breathing
Yet, I'm sorry, I did not hold onto you tight enough
You don't know why I left you
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run
Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground
I clearly know in my heart
that you do not know why I am so cruel
hovering high above you where you cannot see
There are many things that are things you do not know
I fly, but you are falling at the same time
You don't know why I left you
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run
Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground
I clearly know in my heart
that you do not know why I am so cruel
hovering high above you where you cannot see
There are many things that are things you do not know
Tears cascading down my cheeks as the ending of the song echoed in my brain. Was it because of the lyrics that's hurtful? Or Taemin was the one that made the song sound hurtful? Why am I feeling hurt though?
Taemin turned to look at me and I looked away to wipe my tears.
"I'd seen you cried so many times, there's no need to turn away," he whispered and walked over to his bed to rest.
I stood up and walked over to him, tugging onto the end of his shirt like I always do, I asked him.
"Are you hiding anything from me?"
"Ani,"
"Lee Taemin, no lying is allowed,"
"I wasn't,"
"I ask again, are you hiding anything from me?"
"Ani,"
"Lee Taemin!"
"Yeeyeon, just go back to your room and have a good rest okay, I'm turning in," he said and closed his eyes.
All of a sudden, I felt like this Taemin in front of me is so unfamiliar. It seems like I don't know him. Like, don't know him at all.
"Goodnight.." I mumbled and left his room.
Taemin's POV
I'm sorry Yeeyeon.
A tear rolled down from the corner of my eye.
-
Jonghyun's POV
"Morning people," I walked down the stairs to find the kids sitting on their seat munching on the breakfast that my beloved girl made.
"Morning hyun oppa," Yeeyeon smiled at me and poured two cups of milk for the kids.
"Morning appa," the kids yelled, I smiled.
"Where are the rest?"
"Key and Jessica went oversea for schedule again, Taemin went to TM entertainment already,"
"So early?" Yeeyeon shrugged her shoulders and I looked at my watch, it's only eight in the morning.
"Yeeyeon, let's go out after this," I munched on the toast and looked at Yeeyeon, she nodded.
The song was a Chinese song and I translated it to English!
(Source: http://ranwada.blogspot.com/2010/08/ni-bu-zhi-dao-de-shi-all-things-you.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+reignofwelly+%28Reign+of+WELLY%29)
Saturday, March 10, 2012
New 43
Taemin's POV
"Appa, appa," I opened my eyes to find Yoori shaking my arm, I pulled her with me and hugged her.
"I want to sleep," I softly groaned.
"Appa, don't sleep! Umma's back with a guy and she asked me to get you down,"
What? With a guy? I smirked, that's good Yeeyeon. You did a great job in leaving me.
-
I walked down the stairs and looked at the two who sat at the sofa.
"Hyun," I greeted and sat down opposite of them.
"Taemin, thank you," hyun said and placed his hand above Yeeyeon's.
I smirked, "No problem,"
"Yoogeun-ah, Yoori-ah, come," I motioned for them to come and turned them around to face the couple.
"This guy called Kim Jonghyun, is your appa,"
"My appa?" Both of them scratched their head,
"Yeah, due to some misunderstanding, we came to realise that he's your real appa," I softly said.
"So next time, call him appa and call me Taemin ahjushi like how you called Key ahjushi. Got that?" I smiled.
"No, kids, call him Taemin appa, you're not allowed to call him Taemin ahjushi okay," Yeeyeon warned, I turned to face her.
"Yahh, you'd raised them for five years, how can they call you ahjushi." Yeeyeon scoffed at me, I smiled.
"Okay fine, Taemin appa," I looked at the kids.
"Go over to your appa,"
I looked as the kids ran over to Jonghyun and crawled up to his lap.
"Ah, hyun, don't bother about your old flat. Just move here, we have rooms. Hmm, at the end of second floor there's one more room," I said and pointed to the stairs.
Jonghyun came and pulled me into a buddy hug, he slapped my back and sighed.
"Thanks buddy. I don't know how to thank you," he said.
"Just don't let Yeeyeon shed another tear," I whispered in his ear and he nodded.
"Have fun, I'm going to TM entertainment," I smiled and went back to my room.
-
Next day
"Taemin! Hyun oppa!" I heard Yeeyeon's yelling for us from the living room, I opened the door and walked down the stairs.
"What's wrong?" Yeeyeon held onto a newspaper featuring the three of us.
"What's this?" Hyun asked and snatched the newspaper away.
"The young entrepreneur (Kim Jonghyun) who came back from Singapore said to find his girlfriend but surprisingly his girlfriend is the wife of the CEO of TM entertainment (Lee Taemin)..."
Hyun read out what was on the headline.
"What the fuck?" I stared into space where suddenly my head started to spin.
"What the hell, this is why I hate the stupid reporters," hyun threw the newspaper onto the floor and dropped his ass on the sofa.
"What now?" Yeeyeon said, sitting next to Jonghyun.
"Just ignore them," I managed to say while holding onto my head. Ugh.
"Taemin what's wrong with you?" Yeeyeon walked over to me and tugged onto my arms.
"Nothing," I removed her grip.
"Why? I don't think it's the first time you're having a headache," she continued.
"Nothing is wrong, don't worry okay," I squeezed out a smile.
"Appa!" Yoogeun yelled from the kitchen.
"Neh?"
"Neh?" Both Jonghyun and I answered at the same time.
"Mianhae, I wasn't used to it," I softly said and walked back up to my room.
-
I closed the door and leaned against it.
Ugh, this freaking headache is gonna kill me someday.
Jonghyun's POV
"Neh Yoogeunnie?" I walked over to him and squatted down, I can't believe I'm a father of two. Oh my gosh.
"Appa, when is Key ahjushi gonna come back? He told me that he will be buying toys for me,"
"We're back!" The door flew opened, Key and Jessica walked in.
"Key ahjushi!" Yoogeun ran over to Key and he carried him up in one arm.
"Oppa!" Jessica saw me and immediately ran towards me throwing her hands around my neck giving me a tight hug.
"Oppa!! I missed you so much!!" She jumped up and down, I smiled,
"Yahh yeobo, be careful, you're pregnant," Key reminded and gave me a buddy hug after putting Yoogeun down.
"It's been so long," He said.
"Hey, since we are all here let's go out for dinner." I suggested,
"That's a good idea!" Yeeyeon squealed and I smiled.
I walked up to Taemin's room and knocked on the door,
"Yahh, let's go out for dinner," I yelled from the outside.
"Just go w-without me," he yelled back but he sounded weak. Am I thinking too much?
-
We sat around a round table and waited for the dishes to come.
Yoogeun took out a what-seemed-like-a-container-for-medicine bottle and attempted to open it.
"Yoogeun-ah, what's in your hand?" I asked.
"Ah, sweets," he said it innocently and I took the bottle from him.
"Yeeyeon, look," I handed it over to Yeeyeon and she took a look at it.
"Yoogeun, where did you get this?" I asked again.
"I took it from Taemin appa's room. I thought it was sweet so I took it without his permission, I don't think he will mind... Will he be angry?"
From Taemin's room? I frowned and looked at the adults.
"What's this doing in Taemin's room? It's for extreme headache and when I said extreme, it's really extreme," Yeeyeon said it firmly.
"Come to think of it, Taemin's having a headache just now isn't it?" I asked, Yeeyeon nodded.
"It's not the first time, from what I observed, he's having headache quite often," she frowned.
"And why didn't you ask?" Key cut in.
"I asked, he always replied the same thing: he's fine, don't worry," Yeeyeon replied.
"Let's just ask him later," I said.
-
"Yahh Lee Taemin," I knocked on his door with the adults behind me, the kids were back in their room.
He opened the door and stood rooted to the ground staring at all of us.
"What's wrong?" I walked towards him and held up the bottle of medicine in between my thumb and index finger.
"What's wrong?" I asked him back the same question.
His eyes widen when he saw what's in my hand, he smirked.
"What's wrong? It's just medicine for headache,"
Yeeyeon doesn't seems to believe what he said, she barged into his room and ransacked his drawers.
"What are you doing?" Taemin looked at her in disbelief.
Yeeyeon looked into the bin and dug out a torn envelope, while she's looking for the other half, Taemin grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
"Listen, don't come into my room and dig your nose into my stuff," Yeeyeon frowned,
"You was my husband, I have no rights?"
"Yeah I 'was' your husband, now I'm not," Taemin released his grip and snatched the half envelope back.
"What's that?" I asked, it must be something important and he's deliberately avoiding my gaze.
"Nothing, it's confidential. TM entertainment's matters," he said and crumpled up the envelope.
"I hope you're speaking the truth," I said and pulled Yeeyeon out of his room.
-
"And you actually believe that the envelope is nothing?" Yeeyeon scoffed at me, I frowned.
"Yeeyeon, I know Taemin more than you do. I've know him for like ten years. If he doesn't wants to say, he won't," I hissed and looked at Key, he nodded in agreement.
"Just look out and see how things goes,"
OMG WHAT'S HAPPENING? COMMENTS!
"Appa, appa," I opened my eyes to find Yoori shaking my arm, I pulled her with me and hugged her.
"I want to sleep," I softly groaned.
"Appa, don't sleep! Umma's back with a guy and she asked me to get you down,"
What? With a guy? I smirked, that's good Yeeyeon. You did a great job in leaving me.
-
I walked down the stairs and looked at the two who sat at the sofa.
"Hyun," I greeted and sat down opposite of them.
"Taemin, thank you," hyun said and placed his hand above Yeeyeon's.
I smirked, "No problem,"
"Yoogeun-ah, Yoori-ah, come," I motioned for them to come and turned them around to face the couple.
"This guy called Kim Jonghyun, is your appa,"
"My appa?" Both of them scratched their head,
"Yeah, due to some misunderstanding, we came to realise that he's your real appa," I softly said.
"So next time, call him appa and call me Taemin ahjushi like how you called Key ahjushi. Got that?" I smiled.
"No, kids, call him Taemin appa, you're not allowed to call him Taemin ahjushi okay," Yeeyeon warned, I turned to face her.
"Yahh, you'd raised them for five years, how can they call you ahjushi." Yeeyeon scoffed at me, I smiled.
"Okay fine, Taemin appa," I looked at the kids.
"Go over to your appa,"
I looked as the kids ran over to Jonghyun and crawled up to his lap.
"Ah, hyun, don't bother about your old flat. Just move here, we have rooms. Hmm, at the end of second floor there's one more room," I said and pointed to the stairs.
Jonghyun came and pulled me into a buddy hug, he slapped my back and sighed.
"Thanks buddy. I don't know how to thank you," he said.
"Just don't let Yeeyeon shed another tear," I whispered in his ear and he nodded.
"Have fun, I'm going to TM entertainment," I smiled and went back to my room.
-
Next day
"Taemin! Hyun oppa!" I heard Yeeyeon's yelling for us from the living room, I opened the door and walked down the stairs.
"What's wrong?" Yeeyeon held onto a newspaper featuring the three of us.
"What's this?" Hyun asked and snatched the newspaper away.
"The young entrepreneur (Kim Jonghyun) who came back from Singapore said to find his girlfriend but surprisingly his girlfriend is the wife of the CEO of TM entertainment (Lee Taemin)..."
Hyun read out what was on the headline.
"What the fuck?" I stared into space where suddenly my head started to spin.
"What the hell, this is why I hate the stupid reporters," hyun threw the newspaper onto the floor and dropped his ass on the sofa.
"What now?" Yeeyeon said, sitting next to Jonghyun.
"Just ignore them," I managed to say while holding onto my head. Ugh.
"Taemin what's wrong with you?" Yeeyeon walked over to me and tugged onto my arms.
"Nothing," I removed her grip.
"Why? I don't think it's the first time you're having a headache," she continued.
"Nothing is wrong, don't worry okay," I squeezed out a smile.
"Appa!" Yoogeun yelled from the kitchen.
"Neh?"
"Neh?" Both Jonghyun and I answered at the same time.
"Mianhae, I wasn't used to it," I softly said and walked back up to my room.
-
I closed the door and leaned against it.
Ugh, this freaking headache is gonna kill me someday.
Jonghyun's POV
"Neh Yoogeunnie?" I walked over to him and squatted down, I can't believe I'm a father of two. Oh my gosh.
"Appa, when is Key ahjushi gonna come back? He told me that he will be buying toys for me,"
"We're back!" The door flew opened, Key and Jessica walked in.
"Key ahjushi!" Yoogeun ran over to Key and he carried him up in one arm.
"Oppa!" Jessica saw me and immediately ran towards me throwing her hands around my neck giving me a tight hug.
"Oppa!! I missed you so much!!" She jumped up and down, I smiled,
"Yahh yeobo, be careful, you're pregnant," Key reminded and gave me a buddy hug after putting Yoogeun down.
"It's been so long," He said.
"Hey, since we are all here let's go out for dinner." I suggested,
"That's a good idea!" Yeeyeon squealed and I smiled.
I walked up to Taemin's room and knocked on the door,
"Yahh, let's go out for dinner," I yelled from the outside.
"Just go w-without me," he yelled back but he sounded weak. Am I thinking too much?
-
We sat around a round table and waited for the dishes to come.
Yoogeun took out a what-seemed-like-a-container-for-medicine bottle and attempted to open it.
"Yoogeun-ah, what's in your hand?" I asked.
"Ah, sweets," he said it innocently and I took the bottle from him.
"Yeeyeon, look," I handed it over to Yeeyeon and she took a look at it.
"Yoogeun, where did you get this?" I asked again.
"I took it from Taemin appa's room. I thought it was sweet so I took it without his permission, I don't think he will mind... Will he be angry?"
From Taemin's room? I frowned and looked at the adults.
"What's this doing in Taemin's room? It's for extreme headache and when I said extreme, it's really extreme," Yeeyeon said it firmly.
"Come to think of it, Taemin's having a headache just now isn't it?" I asked, Yeeyeon nodded.
"It's not the first time, from what I observed, he's having headache quite often," she frowned.
"And why didn't you ask?" Key cut in.
"I asked, he always replied the same thing: he's fine, don't worry," Yeeyeon replied.
"Let's just ask him later," I said.
-
"Yahh Lee Taemin," I knocked on his door with the adults behind me, the kids were back in their room.
He opened the door and stood rooted to the ground staring at all of us.
"What's wrong?" I walked towards him and held up the bottle of medicine in between my thumb and index finger.
"What's wrong?" I asked him back the same question.
His eyes widen when he saw what's in my hand, he smirked.
"What's wrong? It's just medicine for headache,"
Yeeyeon doesn't seems to believe what he said, she barged into his room and ransacked his drawers.
"What are you doing?" Taemin looked at her in disbelief.
Yeeyeon looked into the bin and dug out a torn envelope, while she's looking for the other half, Taemin grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
"Listen, don't come into my room and dig your nose into my stuff," Yeeyeon frowned,
"You was my husband, I have no rights?"
"Yeah I 'was' your husband, now I'm not," Taemin released his grip and snatched the half envelope back.
"What's that?" I asked, it must be something important and he's deliberately avoiding my gaze.
"Nothing, it's confidential. TM entertainment's matters," he said and crumpled up the envelope.
"I hope you're speaking the truth," I said and pulled Yeeyeon out of his room.
-
"And you actually believe that the envelope is nothing?" Yeeyeon scoffed at me, I frowned.
"Yeeyeon, I know Taemin more than you do. I've know him for like ten years. If he doesn't wants to say, he won't," I hissed and looked at Key, he nodded in agreement.
"Just look out and see how things goes,"
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New 42
Taemin's POV
I dropped onto the floor after Yeeyeon stomped out from the room.
"I don't fucking care about your feelings?" I smirked and took out a envelope from my bag.
"Do I look like I have a choice," I frowned and torn the envelope into half and threw it into the bin.
Yeeyeon's POV
I don't know what the hell is wrong with that cold idiot Lee Taemin. If he thinks that doing this is funny then he's fucken wrong. UGH I'm so damn pissed now that my tears are cascading non-stop down my cheeks. Further more I'm walking down the street with almost everyone looking at me.
~Flashback~
"Or... You've fallen in love with me?" He whispered against my ear.
~End of Flashback~
Hell no, I didn't fall in love with him, not when my mind was occupied by Jonghyun the entire six years. Ugh then why am I so pissed that he's getting a divorce with me? His candidness? Maybe.
"Ouch," I was having conversation in my head until someone knocked into me.
"It's you," I looked up at him.
-
So, we ended up at the Han's river.
"Yeeyeon," he prompted.
~Flashback~
"Yeeyeon,"
"Hmm?" I answered looking at him but instead, he pulled me into a hug.
~End of Flashback~
Ugh, why is everyone calling my name today? Is it because I'm PMSing that I think that my name is very annoying?
"What," I hissed.
"Can you tell me why are you pushing me away when I'm back for you?"
I kept quiet, why? Why am I pushing him away? Whoa whoa wait, I didn't pushed him away. He's the one abandoned me six years ago.
"I said before, you're the one abandoned me six years ago," I turned around to face him but realised he has been looking at me the entire time.
"Yeeyeon," he reached out for my hands and this time, I didn't avoid it.
"Come back to me will you?" Tears welled up in his eyes before I knew it. The familiar touch on my hands gave me the urged to hug him.
"Jonghyun, things are not as easy as you said. You can't ditch me whenever you want and ask me to go back to you as you like,"
A terrible ached rose my chest and tears spilled down my eyes. Am I getting too emotional today?
"Why can't you? You love me don't you?"
"Love is not everything," I replied,
"As long you love me, it is everything," he pulled me into his arms and crushed his lips onto mine.
I moved my lips along with him until he licked my bottom lip asking for entry, I pushed him away.
"Kim Jonghyun, do you know how hurtful is it to lose someone you love the most?" I stared at him.
"I fucken cried a river for you, I cried to sleep every night and wake up crying still. I cried for you, I hope that everything could be a joke and you will come back and hug me in your embrace saying that you're just kidding. Days went by, no calls no texts from you. Who accompanied me the whole time? It's Taemin, he looked after me like a baby cause because of you, I lose the will to survive. You hear that? I'm hurt," my voice trailed off at the end, he walked over to me and hugged me tightly again.
I dropped onto the floor after Yeeyeon stomped out from the room.
"I don't fucking care about your feelings?" I smirked and took out a envelope from my bag.
"Do I look like I have a choice," I frowned and torn the envelope into half and threw it into the bin.
Yeeyeon's POV
I don't know what the hell is wrong with that cold idiot Lee Taemin. If he thinks that doing this is funny then he's fucken wrong. UGH I'm so damn pissed now that my tears are cascading non-stop down my cheeks. Further more I'm walking down the street with almost everyone looking at me.
~Flashback~
"Or... You've fallen in love with me?" He whispered against my ear.
~End of Flashback~
Hell no, I didn't fall in love with him, not when my mind was occupied by Jonghyun the entire six years. Ugh then why am I so pissed that he's getting a divorce with me? His candidness? Maybe.
"Ouch," I was having conversation in my head until someone knocked into me.
"It's you," I looked up at him.
-
So, we ended up at the Han's river.
"Yeeyeon," he prompted.
~Flashback~
"Yeeyeon,"
"Hmm?" I answered looking at him but instead, he pulled me into a hug.
~End of Flashback~
Ugh, why is everyone calling my name today? Is it because I'm PMSing that I think that my name is very annoying?
"What," I hissed.
"Can you tell me why are you pushing me away when I'm back for you?"
I kept quiet, why? Why am I pushing him away? Whoa whoa wait, I didn't pushed him away. He's the one abandoned me six years ago.
"I said before, you're the one abandoned me six years ago," I turned around to face him but realised he has been looking at me the entire time.
"Yeeyeon," he reached out for my hands and this time, I didn't avoid it.
"Come back to me will you?" Tears welled up in his eyes before I knew it. The familiar touch on my hands gave me the urged to hug him.
"Jonghyun, things are not as easy as you said. You can't ditch me whenever you want and ask me to go back to you as you like,"
A terrible ached rose my chest and tears spilled down my eyes. Am I getting too emotional today?
"Why can't you? You love me don't you?"
"Love is not everything," I replied,
"As long you love me, it is everything," he pulled me into his arms and crushed his lips onto mine.
I moved my lips along with him until he licked my bottom lip asking for entry, I pushed him away.
"Kim Jonghyun, do you know how hurtful is it to lose someone you love the most?" I stared at him.
"I fucken cried a river for you, I cried to sleep every night and wake up crying still. I cried for you, I hope that everything could be a joke and you will come back and hug me in your embrace saying that you're just kidding. Days went by, no calls no texts from you. Who accompanied me the whole time? It's Taemin, he looked after me like a baby cause because of you, I lose the will to survive. You hear that? I'm hurt," my voice trailed off at the end, he walked over to me and hugged me tightly again.
"Yeeyeon, I know you're hurt. But I went to Singapore for training so that I could become a young entrepreneur and then I could give you a better future. Do you know, when I'm tired or stress, I'll think about your smiley face. That motivates me to strive harder because I WANT to give you the best I could afford. Do you think that only you cried? I cried too, most of all I have no one with me. I'm all alone in Singapore but you had Taemin. And it's not that I don't want to call you or text you cause if I do, I'll have the urged to meet you and I will miss you even more... You hear that? I'm hurt too," his voice trailed off at the end too.
I pushed him slightly away to look at his face, my hands uncontrollably went up to touch his flawless features.
"You lose weight," I whispered with a big lump in my throat.
"You gained weight," he giggled and I smacked him in the arm.
He pressed his forehead against mine and closed his eyes.
"Both of us suffered so much for the six years thinking and yearning each other. Yeeyeon, can you come back to me now? I really had enough of being alone, I don't want to be myself. I want to be yours."
Tears escaped from the corner of my eye, I'd enough too.
I threw my arms around his neck and this pulled our bodies closer, he wrapped his arms around my waist and take in my scent. But...
"Yah hyun oppa, you smoke?" I frowned and he scratched the back of his head but suddenly he stared back at me.
"What?" I asked,
"What did you called me?" He narrowed his eyes on me, I let out a cackle.
"Hyun oppa!" I yelled into his ear and he instantly picked me up and spun me around.
"I've been waiting for six years!" He yelled and refused to put me down no matter how much I hit him.
-
"Yeeyeon, what about Taemin?" He said with his eyes still set on the road.
"He wanted to divorce with me," I sat on the passenger seat and looked out at the trees that swiftly past by.
"What about the kids?"
"They're yours,"
My body flew forward due to inertia and the reason? He suddenly braked.
"What did you just said?" He narrowed his eyes on me and I laughed.
"They're your kids, I was pregnant right after you left. Do you remember? You left me after we made love," I rolled my eyes.
He grabbed my hands and held them in his.
"Are you serious? Wh-why didn't you tell me??" He squeezed my hands and I smirked,
"Cause I wasn't planning to reunite with you because I hate you for leaving me," I scoffed.
"Wow," he said and placed my hands on my thighs before grabbing the steering wheel tightly.
"Within six years, I'm a young entrepreneur, a famous young entrepreneur... And a father," he comments and nodded his head.
"Yahh, stop behaving like an idiot," I hissed.
"Hyun oppa, you're back in Seoul now. Where do you live?" I asked,
"Hmm, I was living in hotel but since now you're back with me, let's go clean my apartment." he chuckled. What? I'm supposed to clean that? And what about Taemin's mansion?
"Why? I mean since Taemin already asked you to divor-"
"Jonghyun, give me some time, I'll get back to you okay," I smiled and pecked a kiss on his cheek.
He nodded and ruffled my hair.
"So, you were sleeping on the same bed with Taemin for the past six years?"
"Yeah,"
"What?!"
"What? We're married, what's wrong with that,"
"Then did you...?"
"I don't know~"
"Yahh Im Yeeyeon, answer my question!"
"I'm tired~" I yawned and closed my eyes pretended to be asleep.
I wonder what's going to happen next.
HELLO READERS! :D
THEY'RE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.... WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY TAEMIN? TT.
I pushed him slightly away to look at his face, my hands uncontrollably went up to touch his flawless features.
"You lose weight," I whispered with a big lump in my throat.
"You gained weight," he giggled and I smacked him in the arm.
He pressed his forehead against mine and closed his eyes.
"Both of us suffered so much for the six years thinking and yearning each other. Yeeyeon, can you come back to me now? I really had enough of being alone, I don't want to be myself. I want to be yours."
Tears escaped from the corner of my eye, I'd enough too.
I threw my arms around his neck and this pulled our bodies closer, he wrapped his arms around my waist and take in my scent. But...
"Yah hyun oppa, you smoke?" I frowned and he scratched the back of his head but suddenly he stared back at me.
"What?" I asked,
"What did you called me?" He narrowed his eyes on me, I let out a cackle.
"Hyun oppa!" I yelled into his ear and he instantly picked me up and spun me around.
"I've been waiting for six years!" He yelled and refused to put me down no matter how much I hit him.
-
"Yeeyeon, what about Taemin?" He said with his eyes still set on the road.
"He wanted to divorce with me," I sat on the passenger seat and looked out at the trees that swiftly past by.
"What about the kids?"
"They're yours,"
My body flew forward due to inertia and the reason? He suddenly braked.
"What did you just said?" He narrowed his eyes on me and I laughed.
"They're your kids, I was pregnant right after you left. Do you remember? You left me after we made love," I rolled my eyes.
He grabbed my hands and held them in his.
"Are you serious? Wh-why didn't you tell me??" He squeezed my hands and I smirked,
"Cause I wasn't planning to reunite with you because I hate you for leaving me," I scoffed.
"Wow," he said and placed my hands on my thighs before grabbing the steering wheel tightly.
"Within six years, I'm a young entrepreneur, a famous young entrepreneur... And a father," he comments and nodded his head.
"Yahh, stop behaving like an idiot," I hissed.
"Hyun oppa, you're back in Seoul now. Where do you live?" I asked,
"Hmm, I was living in hotel but since now you're back with me, let's go clean my apartment." he chuckled. What? I'm supposed to clean that? And what about Taemin's mansion?
"Why? I mean since Taemin already asked you to divor-"
"Jonghyun, give me some time, I'll get back to you okay," I smiled and pecked a kiss on his cheek.
He nodded and ruffled my hair.
"So, you were sleeping on the same bed with Taemin for the past six years?"
"Yeah,"
"What?!"
"What? We're married, what's wrong with that,"
"Then did you...?"
"I don't know~"
"Yahh Im Yeeyeon, answer my question!"
"I'm tired~" I yawned and closed my eyes pretended to be asleep.
I wonder what's going to happen next.
HELLO READERS! :D
THEY'RE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.... WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY TAEMIN? TT.
New 41
Taemin's POV
My sleep was pretty peaceful until I heard someones knocking. My eyes struggled to open as the sunlight penetrates into my eyes. I noticed I was still in the car. At the roadside.
I looked to my left and realised a police is knocking on my window, I quickly rolled down the window and greeted him.
"Annyonghaseyo," I was completely awake when the rush of wind blew against my face as I rolled down my window.
"Mister, you're not allowed to park here and according to the CCTV, you've parked here since yesterday night,"
"Neh, I'm sorry," I said and pressed the button that rolled up my window. I shifted the gear to drive and started driving off.
I've slept here for a night? Why didn't Yeeyeon call me? I dug out my phone from my back pocket.
"Aish, it's dead," I threw it on the passenger seat.
I looked at my watch and heaved a sigh of relief. I still had some time to shower and change before heading out to TM entertainment.
-
"Yah Lee Taemin," Yeeyeon's voice drilled into my ears right after I stepped into the house.
"Where were you? I couldn't reach you and I'm worried," she stared at me with her almond-shaped pair of eyes.
"Don't worry about me, I'm perfectly fine," I tried to walk past her but she apparently blocked my entire path.
"Go away," I said in monotone.
Yes, that's the way Taemin. Be cold to her and let her leave you without any guilt in her. You told Jonghyun that you wasn't going to stop him from taking her away. You did the correct thing because you're the extra one here. They are meant to be. Not you and Yeeyeon.
Ugh, my head is starting to hurt again.
"What are you talking about Lee Taemin? Asking me to go away?" She squinted her eyes on me.
"Yes, get the fucken damn out of my way!" I yelled and her brows were knitted together.
"What's gotten into you?" She yelled back, great we are going to quarrel soon.
"There's nothing fucking wrong with me here but you're the one fucking blocking my way!" I thundered.
"I'm the one fucking blocking you way? Go to hell Lee Taemin, I was just going to remind you that I'm your wife and please be aware of that and stop pushing me to Jonghyun."
I smirked, pushed her to Jonghyun?
"And how do you know I pushed you to Jonghyun?" I smirked even more.
"I-... I went to find him yesterday," she avoided my glare.
I burst into uproarious laughter.
"Yahh, you're asking me to act like your husband right? So here I'm gonna ask you," I walked towards her and pinned her against the wall.
"Why are you meeting your ex behind my back?" I whispered and stared into her eyes with no expression.
She kept quiet and we stayed in that position for a while before I released my grip.
"Stop making a mountain out of a molehill and burst into fits of exasperation for the slightest reason. Don't forget, we were married for the kids, not for love," I unbuttoned my shirt as I walked up the stairs into the room.
-
I stood in the bathroom facing the mirror.
Lee Taemin, what a pathetic guy you are.
I stared at myself in the mirror, running my fingers along the scars that were on both my shoulders where suddenly I felt like vomiting.
I vomited into the basin and realised that only water came out, I washed my mouth and faced the mirror again.
"What the fuck is wrong with you now? Feeling headache and vomiting these days, are you gay?" I hissed at myself in the mirror.
-
"Taemin," Yeeyeon stood in front of me the moment I opened the door.
"Wha-"
She came up to me and hugged my bare chest.
The scent of Yeeyeon infused into my nose as I looked up at the clock, oh shit I'm going to be late for meeting.
"Yeeyeon, I'm sorry I've to go, let's talk again at night okay?" I pecked a light kiss on her forehead before grabbing for my car keys and run down the stairs.
Yeeyeon's POV
I sighed as I tapped my pencil onto the drawing paper. Ughh I have no inspiration to do this fucking drawings.
Putting my head on the table, I started to think of the time Taemin and I spent together.
~Flashback~
"Yah Im Yeeyeon, are you drawing some naked characters?" Taemin took one of my drawings from the table and waved it in front of me.
"Yahh who the hell said you can touch them!" I snatched it back and it actually tore into half.
"YAHH!" I yelled and stared at the paper. He laughed rolling on the bed.
"Who.. Who ask you to snatch it away.." He said breathlessly, still laughing.
"I don't care, you are going to burn midnight oil with me tonight to complete this, I'm supposed to mail it out tomorrow morning!!" I hissed and rolled my eyes, earning myself more of his laughter.
UGH!!
~End of Flashback~
I smiled at the memories and suddenly sleepiness took... over.. me...
-
"Yeeyeon," I've no idea how long I slept but I woke up to the voice of Taemin's.
"Ughh you're back.. Where's the kids?" I softly groaned and stood up to stretch. I actually fell asleep on this damn desk.
"In the room, I drove them back from the school just now," he said and leaned against the desk.
"Yeeyeon,"
"Hmm?" I answered looking at him but instead, he pulled me into a hug.
"Why Taemin?" I asked with a hint of worried in my voice.
"Let's divorce," he said it candidly.
~Flashback~
After a moment of quiet, Taemin broke the silence.
"Yeeyeon, marry me,"
My eyes widen.
~End of Flashback~
I pushed him away and looked him in the eye, I could see the determination accompanied by hurt.
"What the fuck are you talking?"
"Let's get a divorce," he leaned back against the desk.
"You know, since Jonghyun is back so let's get a divorce, ask the kids to call him appa. Most of all, return me my freedom." he smirked.
"Yahh Lee Taemin, are you fucking listening to yourself?" I hissed.
He shot me a glare and looked away from me,
"I'm serious," he said and got a paper out from his bag.
"This is the divorce agreement form. Sign it and we are over,"
An arch flooded my throat and spilled out into tears that ran down my cheeks, I gave him a death stare.
"Why are you looking at me like this? In the first place we were married cause of the kids right, it's not love. Why are you so surprised that we are gonna divorced?" He left the desk and walked towards me with a filthy smirk on his face.
"Or... You've fallen in love with me?" He whispered against my ear and slipped one of his hand around my waist which I slapped it off with my right hand followed by slapping his face with my left hand.
"I was wrong. I thought you were a good guy. You are the one who talked about marriage six years ago. Now, you are still the one who talked about divorce. You don't fucking care about my feelings,"
I stomped out of the room.
My sleep was pretty peaceful until I heard someones knocking. My eyes struggled to open as the sunlight penetrates into my eyes. I noticed I was still in the car. At the roadside.
I looked to my left and realised a police is knocking on my window, I quickly rolled down the window and greeted him.
"Annyonghaseyo," I was completely awake when the rush of wind blew against my face as I rolled down my window.
"Mister, you're not allowed to park here and according to the CCTV, you've parked here since yesterday night,"
"Neh, I'm sorry," I said and pressed the button that rolled up my window. I shifted the gear to drive and started driving off.
I've slept here for a night? Why didn't Yeeyeon call me? I dug out my phone from my back pocket.
"Aish, it's dead," I threw it on the passenger seat.
I looked at my watch and heaved a sigh of relief. I still had some time to shower and change before heading out to TM entertainment.
-
"Yah Lee Taemin," Yeeyeon's voice drilled into my ears right after I stepped into the house.
"Where were you? I couldn't reach you and I'm worried," she stared at me with her almond-shaped pair of eyes.
"Don't worry about me, I'm perfectly fine," I tried to walk past her but she apparently blocked my entire path.
"Go away," I said in monotone.
Yes, that's the way Taemin. Be cold to her and let her leave you without any guilt in her. You told Jonghyun that you wasn't going to stop him from taking her away. You did the correct thing because you're the extra one here. They are meant to be. Not you and Yeeyeon.
Ugh, my head is starting to hurt again.
"What are you talking about Lee Taemin? Asking me to go away?" She squinted her eyes on me.
"Yes, get the fucken damn out of my way!" I yelled and her brows were knitted together.
"What's gotten into you?" She yelled back, great we are going to quarrel soon.
"There's nothing fucking wrong with me here but you're the one fucking blocking my way!" I thundered.
"I'm the one fucking blocking you way? Go to hell Lee Taemin, I was just going to remind you that I'm your wife and please be aware of that and stop pushing me to Jonghyun."
I smirked, pushed her to Jonghyun?
"And how do you know I pushed you to Jonghyun?" I smirked even more.
"I-... I went to find him yesterday," she avoided my glare.
I burst into uproarious laughter.
"Yahh, you're asking me to act like your husband right? So here I'm gonna ask you," I walked towards her and pinned her against the wall.
"Why are you meeting your ex behind my back?" I whispered and stared into her eyes with no expression.
She kept quiet and we stayed in that position for a while before I released my grip.
"Stop making a mountain out of a molehill and burst into fits of exasperation for the slightest reason. Don't forget, we were married for the kids, not for love," I unbuttoned my shirt as I walked up the stairs into the room.
-
I stood in the bathroom facing the mirror.
Lee Taemin, what a pathetic guy you are.
I stared at myself in the mirror, running my fingers along the scars that were on both my shoulders where suddenly I felt like vomiting.
I vomited into the basin and realised that only water came out, I washed my mouth and faced the mirror again.
"What the fuck is wrong with you now? Feeling headache and vomiting these days, are you gay?" I hissed at myself in the mirror.
-
"Taemin," Yeeyeon stood in front of me the moment I opened the door.
"Wha-"
She came up to me and hugged my bare chest.
The scent of Yeeyeon infused into my nose as I looked up at the clock, oh shit I'm going to be late for meeting.
"Yeeyeon, I'm sorry I've to go, let's talk again at night okay?" I pecked a light kiss on her forehead before grabbing for my car keys and run down the stairs.
Yeeyeon's POV
I sighed as I tapped my pencil onto the drawing paper. Ughh I have no inspiration to do this fucking drawings.
Putting my head on the table, I started to think of the time Taemin and I spent together.
~Flashback~
"Yah Im Yeeyeon, are you drawing some naked characters?" Taemin took one of my drawings from the table and waved it in front of me.
"Yahh who the hell said you can touch them!" I snatched it back and it actually tore into half.
"YAHH!" I yelled and stared at the paper. He laughed rolling on the bed.
"Who.. Who ask you to snatch it away.." He said breathlessly, still laughing.
"I don't care, you are going to burn midnight oil with me tonight to complete this, I'm supposed to mail it out tomorrow morning!!" I hissed and rolled my eyes, earning myself more of his laughter.
UGH!!
~End of Flashback~
I smiled at the memories and suddenly sleepiness took... over.. me...
-
"Yeeyeon," I've no idea how long I slept but I woke up to the voice of Taemin's.
"Ughh you're back.. Where's the kids?" I softly groaned and stood up to stretch. I actually fell asleep on this damn desk.
"In the room, I drove them back from the school just now," he said and leaned against the desk.
"Yeeyeon,"
"Hmm?" I answered looking at him but instead, he pulled me into a hug.
"Why Taemin?" I asked with a hint of worried in my voice.
"Let's divorce," he said it candidly.
~Flashback~
After a moment of quiet, Taemin broke the silence.
"Yeeyeon, marry me,"
My eyes widen.
~End of Flashback~
I pushed him away and looked him in the eye, I could see the determination accompanied by hurt.
"What the fuck are you talking?"
"Let's get a divorce," he leaned back against the desk.
"You know, since Jonghyun is back so let's get a divorce, ask the kids to call him appa. Most of all, return me my freedom." he smirked.
"Yahh Lee Taemin, are you fucking listening to yourself?" I hissed.
He shot me a glare and looked away from me,
"I'm serious," he said and got a paper out from his bag.
"This is the divorce agreement form. Sign it and we are over,"
An arch flooded my throat and spilled out into tears that ran down my cheeks, I gave him a death stare.
"Why are you looking at me like this? In the first place we were married cause of the kids right, it's not love. Why are you so surprised that we are gonna divorced?" He left the desk and walked towards me with a filthy smirk on his face.
"Or... You've fallen in love with me?" He whispered against my ear and slipped one of his hand around my waist which I slapped it off with my right hand followed by slapping his face with my left hand.
"I was wrong. I thought you were a good guy. You are the one who talked about marriage six years ago. Now, you are still the one who talked about divorce. You don't fucking care about my feelings,"
I stomped out of the room.
Friday, March 9, 2012
New 40
Taemin's POV
"Appa, who's the guy that appeared yesterday?" Yoogeun asked,
We were on the road on the way home.
"Oppa, there was a guy at home yesterday?" Yoori asked Yoogeun, I smiled at their conversation.
"Neh, the guy was handsome," Yoogeun replied.
"Yoogeun-ah, Yoori-ah, one of the days, you will come to know him," I smiled but soon the smile faded.
And the day that you know him and acknowledge him, will be the day that I'm gone.
-
"We are home~" I opened the front door and the kids quickly rushed up to their room.
"Yeeyeon-ah," I shouted towards the kitchen, wondering where she was.
"I'm here," she walked out from the kitchen, I looked at her puffy red eyes and she looked pretty worn out.
I walked over and attempted to grab her wrist but half way in the air, I stopped my action. A sudden pain took over my head and I fell onto the ground due to loss of balance.
"T-taemin! What's wrong?" Yeeyeon squatted next to me tugging onto my arm.
I shook my head and the pain was gone. I smiled and put my hand over hers.
"I should be the one asking, why did you cry?" I whispered.
"I-I didn't," she denied.
"You did,"
"I said I didn't," she frowned.
"Stop lying, you did cry Im Yeeyeon,"
"I said I didn't cry! Stop being so fucken irritating!" She stomped up the stairs and into our room, she slammed the door hard.
Something must be wrong, something must had happened, someone must have been here... Someone?
I grabbed my car keys from the table and drove my car out.
-
I looked at the calm river when I heard a car approaching, I turned around and saw him getting out of the car and slowly walked over to me.
"Looking for me?" He asked and stood next to me.
"You went to my house just now," this was not meant to be a question.
I looked at him as he poke one cigarette into his mouth and lit it up.
"I went to find Yeeyeon," he softly said.
I kept quiet. What should I say? They are meant to be. I'm just the extra someone who would be replaced one day. What rights do I have to interfere in their meeting ups? Most of all, why am I here?
"Taemin, you know it right? You know that I'll come back for her. You won't be able to stop me," his husky voice echoed in my ears and a sudden headache chased his voice out of my head.
"I wasn't intending to," I said it coldly and walked away into my car.
I started the engine and reversed it till I'm on the main road, the pain in my head worsen and my vision was blurred. I quickly slow down and parked my car at the side of the road. My grip on the steering wheel tighten as my head rested on it.
Jonghyun's POV
"Taemin, you know it right? You know that I'll come back for her. You won't be able to stop me," I said it determinedly expecting him to start a quarrel with me or something.
"I wasn't intending to," was just his plain reply. Huh?
I stared at him but he just walked away without looking at me. What's wrong with him?
I threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it, I was about to walk to my car but my cell phone vibrated.
I smiled at the message, she must have realised that she missed me and wants to come back to me.
-
I walked into the cafe scanning through sea of faces. Damn it why is the cafe full of people, it's already so late at night.
At the corner of my eyes, I saw Yeeyeon. I walked over to her table and realised there were two other people sitting with her.
"Annyonghaseyo," the kids said together, I smiled and gave a nod.
"So, why did you ask me out for?" I smiled brightly and looked at her mono expression.
"Jonghyun, let me introduce, this is Yoogeun and Yoori. Tae-taemin's kids," she murmured in a barely audible voice but I could figure out what she said.
"Oh," I paused and smirked, "They looked nothing like Taemin," I commented and a terrible ached rose up my chest.
"Jonghyun," she called out again, "Neh?" I replied.
"Please don't come into my life," she looked into my eyes and I could see hurt in her eyes.
"Yeeyeon, lo-"
"Shut up Jonghyun. Just get the fucking out of my life, I'm tired of all the shits okay," she closed her eyes with the kids looking at her.
"Why? What the fuck is wrong? Taemin came to find me and guess what? He doesn't give a damn about whether I'm gonna snatch you back or what. Do you even know what he said? I told him that no one is going to stop me from getting you back and his reply was 'I wasn't intending to,' now Yeeyeon, are you gonna tell me that both of you are leading a lovey dovey life together? Sorry but I don't think so, so stop lying to me,"
Her eyes widen, she looked shock. She clenched her fists so tightly that her veins were visible underneath her skin.
"Yeeyeon, let's tell the truth okay? You don't love Taemin right?" I whispered with a big lump in my throat.
"I love him. He's the man of my life, got it? Mr Kim Jonghyun, please go back to your KIM's corp and never come back. Because I'm having a good life here," she stood up and attempted to walk away but I grabbed her wrist.
"Stop being a bitch and just come back to me. Why are you lying to yourself? You know jolly well that you still love me. Why are you pretending that you hate me or something," I scoffed not knowing that I just scolded her bitch.
Gosh Kim Jonghyun, what did you just called her? Are you tired of living?!
"Let go of me bastard. I didn't pretend that I hate you, I really hate you," her eyes rimmed with anger.
"Let's go kids," she called out and the two followed her footsteps behind.
Yeeyeon's POV
After losing my temper on Taemin, I was in the room until I heard the main door closed. I went out of my room and realised Taemin was nowhere in sight. Did he went out again?
I sat in the living room and countless fragmented thoughts skidded through my mind unable to take shape. Ugh! This is so fucken irritating I swear.
After what seemed like eternity, I sort out my thoughts. I might as well ask Jonghyun to leave us alone... I shall bring along the kids too since no one was at home.
-
"Shut up Jonghyun. Just get the fucking out of my life, I'm tired of all the shits okay," I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I can't believe I had talk to him for a few sentences only and I'm feeling pissed already.
"Why? What the fuck is wrong? Taemin came to find me and guess what? He doesn't give a damn about whether I'm gonna snatch you back or what. Do you even know what he said? I told him that no one is going to stop me from getting you back and his reply was 'I wasn't intending to,' now Yeeyeon, are you gonna tell me that both of you are leading a lovey dovey life together? Sorry but I don't think so, so stop lying to me,"
My eyes widen, the fuck? Did Taemin really said that? I'm so going to crush his head later. Earlier I already told him that I'm his wife and he ought to protect me from this gangster head and now he actually told him that he's not intending to.. CARE?
"Yeeyeon, let's tell the truth okay? You don't love Taemin right?" He whispered with his husky voice,
"I love him. He's the man of my life, got it? Mr Kim Jonghyun, please go back to your KIM's corp and never come back. Because I'm having a good life here," I said in one shot and stood up wanting to leave but he grabbed my wrist.
"Stop being a bitch and just come back to me. Why are you lying to yourself? You know jolly well that you still love me. Why are you pretending that you hate me or something,"
What? Did this fellow just called me a bitch? Ugh I'm really getting pissed, I'm not usually like these but hell it must be because I'm PMSing due to the monthly period thingy. And what the hell is Singapore teaching him? He never scold me bitch in the past. NEVER.
"Let go of me bastard. I didn't pretend that I hate you, I really hate you," I coldly said, "Let's go kids," I called out to them and they followed me behind.
I left the cafe and took out my cell phone, Lee Taemin you're gonna get it from me. How dare you say that to Jonghyun that you don't want to care.
I pressed speed dial 2 and waited for him to pick up his phone.
"The number you're dialling is currently available please try again later,"
Ugh this is irritating.
"Appa, who's the guy that appeared yesterday?" Yoogeun asked,
We were on the road on the way home.
"Oppa, there was a guy at home yesterday?" Yoori asked Yoogeun, I smiled at their conversation.
"Neh, the guy was handsome," Yoogeun replied.
"Yoogeun-ah, Yoori-ah, one of the days, you will come to know him," I smiled but soon the smile faded.
And the day that you know him and acknowledge him, will be the day that I'm gone.
-
"We are home~" I opened the front door and the kids quickly rushed up to their room.
"Yeeyeon-ah," I shouted towards the kitchen, wondering where she was.
"I'm here," she walked out from the kitchen, I looked at her puffy red eyes and she looked pretty worn out.
I walked over and attempted to grab her wrist but half way in the air, I stopped my action. A sudden pain took over my head and I fell onto the ground due to loss of balance.
"T-taemin! What's wrong?" Yeeyeon squatted next to me tugging onto my arm.
I shook my head and the pain was gone. I smiled and put my hand over hers.
"I should be the one asking, why did you cry?" I whispered.
"I-I didn't," she denied.
"You did,"
"I said I didn't," she frowned.
"Stop lying, you did cry Im Yeeyeon,"
"I said I didn't cry! Stop being so fucken irritating!" She stomped up the stairs and into our room, she slammed the door hard.
Something must be wrong, something must had happened, someone must have been here... Someone?
I grabbed my car keys from the table and drove my car out.
-
I looked at the calm river when I heard a car approaching, I turned around and saw him getting out of the car and slowly walked over to me.
"Looking for me?" He asked and stood next to me.
"You went to my house just now," this was not meant to be a question.
I looked at him as he poke one cigarette into his mouth and lit it up.
"I went to find Yeeyeon," he softly said.
I kept quiet. What should I say? They are meant to be. I'm just the extra someone who would be replaced one day. What rights do I have to interfere in their meeting ups? Most of all, why am I here?
"Taemin, you know it right? You know that I'll come back for her. You won't be able to stop me," his husky voice echoed in my ears and a sudden headache chased his voice out of my head.
"I wasn't intending to," I said it coldly and walked away into my car.
I started the engine and reversed it till I'm on the main road, the pain in my head worsen and my vision was blurred. I quickly slow down and parked my car at the side of the road. My grip on the steering wheel tighten as my head rested on it.
Jonghyun's POV
"Taemin, you know it right? You know that I'll come back for her. You won't be able to stop me," I said it determinedly expecting him to start a quarrel with me or something.
"I wasn't intending to," was just his plain reply. Huh?
I stared at him but he just walked away without looking at me. What's wrong with him?
I threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it, I was about to walk to my car but my cell phone vibrated.
Sender: Yeeyeon
Message: Meet me @ asdfghjkl cafe.
Message: Meet me @ asdfghjkl cafe.
I smiled at the message, she must have realised that she missed me and wants to come back to me.
-
I walked into the cafe scanning through sea of faces. Damn it why is the cafe full of people, it's already so late at night.
At the corner of my eyes, I saw Yeeyeon. I walked over to her table and realised there were two other people sitting with her.
"Annyonghaseyo," the kids said together, I smiled and gave a nod.
"So, why did you ask me out for?" I smiled brightly and looked at her mono expression.
"Jonghyun, let me introduce, this is Yoogeun and Yoori. Tae-taemin's kids," she murmured in a barely audible voice but I could figure out what she said.
"Oh," I paused and smirked, "They looked nothing like Taemin," I commented and a terrible ached rose up my chest.
"Jonghyun," she called out again, "Neh?" I replied.
"Please don't come into my life," she looked into my eyes and I could see hurt in her eyes.
"Yeeyeon, lo-"
"Shut up Jonghyun. Just get the fucking out of my life, I'm tired of all the shits okay," she closed her eyes with the kids looking at her.
"Why? What the fuck is wrong? Taemin came to find me and guess what? He doesn't give a damn about whether I'm gonna snatch you back or what. Do you even know what he said? I told him that no one is going to stop me from getting you back and his reply was 'I wasn't intending to,' now Yeeyeon, are you gonna tell me that both of you are leading a lovey dovey life together? Sorry but I don't think so, so stop lying to me,"
Her eyes widen, she looked shock. She clenched her fists so tightly that her veins were visible underneath her skin.
"Yeeyeon, let's tell the truth okay? You don't love Taemin right?" I whispered with a big lump in my throat.
"I love him. He's the man of my life, got it? Mr Kim Jonghyun, please go back to your KIM's corp and never come back. Because I'm having a good life here," she stood up and attempted to walk away but I grabbed her wrist.
"Stop being a bitch and just come back to me. Why are you lying to yourself? You know jolly well that you still love me. Why are you pretending that you hate me or something," I scoffed not knowing that I just scolded her bitch.
Gosh Kim Jonghyun, what did you just called her? Are you tired of living?!
"Let go of me bastard. I didn't pretend that I hate you, I really hate you," her eyes rimmed with anger.
"Let's go kids," she called out and the two followed her footsteps behind.
Yeeyeon's POV
After losing my temper on Taemin, I was in the room until I heard the main door closed. I went out of my room and realised Taemin was nowhere in sight. Did he went out again?
I sat in the living room and countless fragmented thoughts skidded through my mind unable to take shape. Ugh! This is so fucken irritating I swear.
After what seemed like eternity, I sort out my thoughts. I might as well ask Jonghyun to leave us alone... I shall bring along the kids too since no one was at home.
-
"Shut up Jonghyun. Just get the fucking out of my life, I'm tired of all the shits okay," I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I can't believe I had talk to him for a few sentences only and I'm feeling pissed already.
"Why? What the fuck is wrong? Taemin came to find me and guess what? He doesn't give a damn about whether I'm gonna snatch you back or what. Do you even know what he said? I told him that no one is going to stop me from getting you back and his reply was 'I wasn't intending to,' now Yeeyeon, are you gonna tell me that both of you are leading a lovey dovey life together? Sorry but I don't think so, so stop lying to me,"
My eyes widen, the fuck? Did Taemin really said that? I'm so going to crush his head later. Earlier I already told him that I'm his wife and he ought to protect me from this gangster head and now he actually told him that he's not intending to.. CARE?
"Yeeyeon, let's tell the truth okay? You don't love Taemin right?" He whispered with his husky voice,
"I love him. He's the man of my life, got it? Mr Kim Jonghyun, please go back to your KIM's corp and never come back. Because I'm having a good life here," I said in one shot and stood up wanting to leave but he grabbed my wrist.
"Stop being a bitch and just come back to me. Why are you lying to yourself? You know jolly well that you still love me. Why are you pretending that you hate me or something,"
What? Did this fellow just called me a bitch? Ugh I'm really getting pissed, I'm not usually like these but hell it must be because I'm PMSing due to the monthly period thingy. And what the hell is Singapore teaching him? He never scold me bitch in the past. NEVER.
"Let go of me bastard. I didn't pretend that I hate you, I really hate you," I coldly said, "Let's go kids," I called out to them and they followed me behind.
I left the cafe and took out my cell phone, Lee Taemin you're gonna get it from me. How dare you say that to Jonghyun that you don't want to care.
I pressed speed dial 2 and waited for him to pick up his phone.
"The number you're dialling is currently available please try again later,"
Ugh this is irritating.
Thursday, March 8, 2012
New 39
Jonghyun's POV
I stared at the mansion that Taemin gave me the address last night.
"Whoa, they are having good life," I smirked and rang the doorbell.
"Annyonghaseyo, who are you looking for?" A kid came and answer the door, who's kid is this?
"Neh annyong, is Taemin in?" I smiled and patted his head,
"Neh, please wait awhile," and he ran away yelling, "Appa!"
Wait, did I heard it wrongly? Appa?? THE KID JUST CALLED TAEMIN 'APPA'? Whoa whoa calm down man, maybe Taemin was married and have kids but just that he forgot to tell you yesterday night? Yeah that's about it.
"Oh you're here. Key and Jessica were away from the country for some schedule," Taemin walked down from the stairs in a loose sweatpants and a grey tank top.
We sat down on the sofa in the living room with the boy running towards us again,
"Taemin-ah, your... Kid?" I pointed at the boy with a baffled expression on my face.
"Er.. Yeah," he hesitated in answering.
"Umma! Appa's friend is here!" The boy yelled and I could see Taemin's expression changed.
"Hmm? Appa's frie-.." A women walked down the stairs while tying up her hair in a bun, her sentence was cut when she saw me.
The fuck? Did I bring my eyes and ears out today? First I heard some kid calling Taemin 'appa' and now I saw a women who's actually the 'umma' of the kid which makes her the wife of Taemin, IM YEEYEON?
"Yoogeun-ah, go to the room and stay there until I allow you to come out," she urged the boy named Yoogeun to go up the stairs.
Yeeyeon walked over to us and sat down next to Taemin.
"Annyonghaseyo," she said to me in monotone.
I couldn't register what I'm seeing or hearing, I stood up.
"What's the fuck is this? Im Yeeyeon, 'Annyonghaseyo'?? Seriously? The first thing you said to me after six years? 'Annyonghaseyo'?!" I practically yelled into her face as she closed her eyes.
"The fuck? Lee Taemin, I remembered six years ago I asked you to take care of her, not marry her and have kids!" I yelled at Taemin.
"Hyun, the kid-"
"Kim Jonghyun, why are you yelling at my husband for? If you're not happy, sorry but we don't welcome you here," Yeeyeon cut Taemin's sentence and stared hard at me.
"Im Yeeyeon, look at me, it's me. I'm back, why are you treating me like this? I'm back!" I cupped her face and gently said to her.
Her eyes shifted away from mine and she roughly take my hands away from her face.
"Excuse me, please respect me as I'm your best friend's wife," there she was, in her monotone again.
I looked at Taemin who was also in shocked, does he not know that Yeeyeon will react this way?
"I know, it's too sudden. I'm sorry. I will come back again," I said while walking towards the door.
"Im Yeeyeon, you will be mine, again," I hissed.
Yeeyeon's POV
"Im Yeeyeon, you will be mine, again," he emphasised on the word again and my body got tensed at his husky voice.
The same old husky voice that I loved six years ago, did I just make it clear to him that I'm not going to get back to him anymore? Tears were about to escape from the corner of my eyes when Taemin grabbed my wrist.
"What are you doing Yeeyeon?" He looked into my eyes, the pair of gentle eyes again.
"Taemin, I'm your wife, you should protect me. You shouldn't let him 'snatch' me away. Why are you behaving as though you are the third party?" I cupped his face and felt his body shivered a little at my words.
"Behaving as though I'm the third party? Im Yeeyeon, in the first place, I am. I'm not behaving like one cause I am one. You are supposed to be married to Jonghyun and be happily ever after with the twins. I'm not the one. I'm not the one you should marry, I'm not the appa of the kids, most of all, I'm not the one you love. Do you understand?" Tears welled up in his eyes threatening to fall, I threw my arms around his neck.
"No, there's no happily ever after because it was Jonghyun who choose to leave me. You're not the third party Taemin, you're my husband. I don't understand what's love. I don't understand why when you love someone and then you can just leave them like how Jonghyun left. You've been the one taking care of the kids and playing the role of appa, you're their appa, my husband, Taemin,"
I could feel his tears dropping onto my shoulder and stained my shirt. I slightly pushed him away so that I could face him.
"Taemin, don't let Jonghyun know that the kids are his," I whispered and wiped the tears off his beautiful face, he frowned but nodded in the end.
-
It was a Monday afternoon, I'm home alone because all of them were still working while the kids were in school, Taemin said that he will fetch them home after his work end.
"Aish, there's so many rubbish bags," I hissed and pulled two out of the backdoor and towards the main thrash bin.
"Yeeyeon," I recognised the husky voice.
"You're here for Taemin? Sorry my husband's not home yet," I faked a smile and headed back to my house but my wrist was grabbed by him.
He spun me around and caused me to fall into his arms, inhaling his manly.... Cigarette smell?
Jonghyun wrapped his arms around me and placed his chin on my shoulder,
I missed his muscular arms that always circled me.
"Please Yeeyeon, don't do this to me. Please come back," he whispered in my ear,
I missed his voice, his whispers.
He slightly pushed me away and crushed his lips onto mine without warning,
I missed his lips.
"S-stop.." I attempted to push him but he obviously win cause he's a man.
"G-go a-a....way.." I muttered in between the kisses and slapped him the moment our lips parted.
He remained in shock as he faced the direction that I slapped him,
"Kim Jonghyun, listen good. Six years ago, you left me. Six years later, I'm no longer yours. Yes you asked me to wait, but why should I wait? Just because I love you so I need to wait? What's love? Jonghyun, tell me what's love? What exactly is your definition of love?"
Tears welled up in my eyes blurring my vision.
"Yeeyeon..." He attempted to pull my wrist but I slapped his hand away.
"Don't touch me, our relationship is over. I have a loving husband, two adorable kids. I also have good friends living together with me. My life is perfect now, I don't need you. Who abandoned me,"
The tears that once threatened to drop were now rolling down my cheeks. I ran back into my house and locked the backdoor, I slided down leaning against it.
Hugging my legs and buried my head into it, I cried. All the tears that were gathered in the past six years was now pouring down from my eyes. I clenched my shirt where my heart was located, it's aching so much that I want to die.
Jonghyun's POV
"Kim Jonghyun, listen good. Six years ago, you left me. Six years later, I'm no longer yours. Yes you asked me to wait, but why should I wait? Just because I love you so I need to wait? What's love? Jonghyun, tell me what's love? What exactly is your definition of love?"
Tears were visible in her eyes, what's my definition? I didn't want to think, I don't even want to think about how I should reply her because right now I just feel like pulling her in for a warm and tight hug.
"Yeeyeon..." I reached out for her hand but she slapped it away.
"Don't touch me, our relationship is over. I have a loving husband, two adorable kids. I also have good friends living together with me. My life is perfect now, I don't need you. Who abandoned me,"
The word 'abandoned' lingered in my mind, I watched as her tears fall from the corner of her eyes as she ran back into her house. There was a knot in my throat and before I knew it, tears were formed in my eyes.
You can't give up Jonghyun, for the six years you've been working so hard. What's the purpose of it? You worked so hard just for Yeeyeon! You wanted to give her the best future you can afford isn't it? Why are you giving up now just because she ignores you? Go for it Jonghyun, you can do it. You've been through the worst already.
OMG IT'S SO HEARTBREAKING.... FOR THREE OF THEM.
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I stared at the mansion that Taemin gave me the address last night.
"Whoa, they are having good life," I smirked and rang the doorbell.
"Annyonghaseyo, who are you looking for?" A kid came and answer the door, who's kid is this?
"Neh annyong, is Taemin in?" I smiled and patted his head,
"Neh, please wait awhile," and he ran away yelling, "Appa!"
Wait, did I heard it wrongly? Appa?? THE KID JUST CALLED TAEMIN 'APPA'? Whoa whoa calm down man, maybe Taemin was married and have kids but just that he forgot to tell you yesterday night? Yeah that's about it.
"Oh you're here. Key and Jessica were away from the country for some schedule," Taemin walked down from the stairs in a loose sweatpants and a grey tank top.
We sat down on the sofa in the living room with the boy running towards us again,
"Taemin-ah, your... Kid?" I pointed at the boy with a baffled expression on my face.
"Er.. Yeah," he hesitated in answering.
"Umma! Appa's friend is here!" The boy yelled and I could see Taemin's expression changed.
"Hmm? Appa's frie-.." A women walked down the stairs while tying up her hair in a bun, her sentence was cut when she saw me.
The fuck? Did I bring my eyes and ears out today? First I heard some kid calling Taemin 'appa' and now I saw a women who's actually the 'umma' of the kid which makes her the wife of Taemin, IM YEEYEON?
"Yoogeun-ah, go to the room and stay there until I allow you to come out," she urged the boy named Yoogeun to go up the stairs.
Yeeyeon walked over to us and sat down next to Taemin.
"Annyonghaseyo," she said to me in monotone.
I couldn't register what I'm seeing or hearing, I stood up.
"What's the fuck is this? Im Yeeyeon, 'Annyonghaseyo'?? Seriously? The first thing you said to me after six years? 'Annyonghaseyo'?!" I practically yelled into her face as she closed her eyes.
"The fuck? Lee Taemin, I remembered six years ago I asked you to take care of her, not marry her and have kids!" I yelled at Taemin.
"Hyun, the kid-"
"Kim Jonghyun, why are you yelling at my husband for? If you're not happy, sorry but we don't welcome you here," Yeeyeon cut Taemin's sentence and stared hard at me.
"Im Yeeyeon, look at me, it's me. I'm back, why are you treating me like this? I'm back!" I cupped her face and gently said to her.
Her eyes shifted away from mine and she roughly take my hands away from her face.
"Excuse me, please respect me as I'm your best friend's wife," there she was, in her monotone again.
I looked at Taemin who was also in shocked, does he not know that Yeeyeon will react this way?
"I know, it's too sudden. I'm sorry. I will come back again," I said while walking towards the door.
"Im Yeeyeon, you will be mine, again," I hissed.
Yeeyeon's POV
"Im Yeeyeon, you will be mine, again," he emphasised on the word again and my body got tensed at his husky voice.
The same old husky voice that I loved six years ago, did I just make it clear to him that I'm not going to get back to him anymore? Tears were about to escape from the corner of my eyes when Taemin grabbed my wrist.
"What are you doing Yeeyeon?" He looked into my eyes, the pair of gentle eyes again.
"Taemin, I'm your wife, you should protect me. You shouldn't let him 'snatch' me away. Why are you behaving as though you are the third party?" I cupped his face and felt his body shivered a little at my words.
"Behaving as though I'm the third party? Im Yeeyeon, in the first place, I am. I'm not behaving like one cause I am one. You are supposed to be married to Jonghyun and be happily ever after with the twins. I'm not the one. I'm not the one you should marry, I'm not the appa of the kids, most of all, I'm not the one you love. Do you understand?" Tears welled up in his eyes threatening to fall, I threw my arms around his neck.
"No, there's no happily ever after because it was Jonghyun who choose to leave me. You're not the third party Taemin, you're my husband. I don't understand what's love. I don't understand why when you love someone and then you can just leave them like how Jonghyun left. You've been the one taking care of the kids and playing the role of appa, you're their appa, my husband, Taemin,"
I could feel his tears dropping onto my shoulder and stained my shirt. I slightly pushed him away so that I could face him.
"Taemin, don't let Jonghyun know that the kids are his," I whispered and wiped the tears off his beautiful face, he frowned but nodded in the end.
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It was a Monday afternoon, I'm home alone because all of them were still working while the kids were in school, Taemin said that he will fetch them home after his work end.
"Aish, there's so many rubbish bags," I hissed and pulled two out of the backdoor and towards the main thrash bin.
"Yeeyeon," I recognised the husky voice.
"You're here for Taemin? Sorry my husband's not home yet," I faked a smile and headed back to my house but my wrist was grabbed by him.
He spun me around and caused me to fall into his arms, inhaling his manly.... Cigarette smell?
Jonghyun wrapped his arms around me and placed his chin on my shoulder,
I missed his muscular arms that always circled me.
"Please Yeeyeon, don't do this to me. Please come back," he whispered in my ear,
I missed his voice, his whispers.
He slightly pushed me away and crushed his lips onto mine without warning,
I missed his lips.
"S-stop.." I attempted to push him but he obviously win cause he's a man.
"G-go a-a....way.." I muttered in between the kisses and slapped him the moment our lips parted.
He remained in shock as he faced the direction that I slapped him,
"Kim Jonghyun, listen good. Six years ago, you left me. Six years later, I'm no longer yours. Yes you asked me to wait, but why should I wait? Just because I love you so I need to wait? What's love? Jonghyun, tell me what's love? What exactly is your definition of love?"
Tears welled up in my eyes blurring my vision.
"Yeeyeon..." He attempted to pull my wrist but I slapped his hand away.
"Don't touch me, our relationship is over. I have a loving husband, two adorable kids. I also have good friends living together with me. My life is perfect now, I don't need you. Who abandoned me,"
The tears that once threatened to drop were now rolling down my cheeks. I ran back into my house and locked the backdoor, I slided down leaning against it.
Hugging my legs and buried my head into it, I cried. All the tears that were gathered in the past six years was now pouring down from my eyes. I clenched my shirt where my heart was located, it's aching so much that I want to die.
Jonghyun's POV
"Kim Jonghyun, listen good. Six years ago, you left me. Six years later, I'm no longer yours. Yes you asked me to wait, but why should I wait? Just because I love you so I need to wait? What's love? Jonghyun, tell me what's love? What exactly is your definition of love?"
Tears were visible in her eyes, what's my definition? I didn't want to think, I don't even want to think about how I should reply her because right now I just feel like pulling her in for a warm and tight hug.
"Yeeyeon..." I reached out for her hand but she slapped it away.
"Don't touch me, our relationship is over. I have a loving husband, two adorable kids. I also have good friends living together with me. My life is perfect now, I don't need you. Who abandoned me,"
The word 'abandoned' lingered in my mind, I watched as her tears fall from the corner of her eyes as she ran back into her house. There was a knot in my throat and before I knew it, tears were formed in my eyes.
You can't give up Jonghyun, for the six years you've been working so hard. What's the purpose of it? You worked so hard just for Yeeyeon! You wanted to give her the best future you can afford isn't it? Why are you giving up now just because she ignores you? Go for it Jonghyun, you can do it. You've been through the worst already.
OMG IT'S SO HEARTBREAKING.... FOR THREE OF THEM.
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