Saturday, March 10, 2012

New 42

Taemin's POV

I dropped onto the floor after Yeeyeon stomped out from the room.

"I don't fucking care about your feelings?" I smirked and took out a envelope from my bag.

"Do I look like I have a choice," I frowned and torn the envelope into half and threw it into the bin.

Yeeyeon's POV

I don't know what the hell is wrong with that cold idiot Lee Taemin. If he thinks that doing this is funny then he's fucken wrong. UGH I'm so damn pissed now that my tears are cascading non-stop down my cheeks. Further more I'm walking down the street with almost everyone looking at me.

~Flashback~

"Or... You've fallen in love with me?" He whispered against my ear.

~End of Flashback~

Hell no, I didn't fall in love with him, not when my mind was occupied by Jonghyun the entire six years. Ugh then why am I so pissed that he's getting a divorce with me? His candidness? Maybe.

"Ouch," I was having conversation in my head until someone knocked into me.

"It's you," I looked up at him.

-
So, we ended up at the Han's river.

"Yeeyeon," he prompted.

~Flashback~

"Yeeyeon,"

"Hmm?" I answered looking at him but instead, he pulled me into a hug.

~End of Flashback~

Ugh, why is everyone calling my name today? Is it because I'm PMSing that I think that my name is very annoying?

"What," I hissed.

"Can you tell me why are you pushing me away when I'm back for you?"

I kept quiet, why? Why am I pushing him away? Whoa whoa wait, I didn't pushed him away. He's the one abandoned me six years ago.

"I said before, you're the one abandoned me six years ago," I turned around to face him but realised he has been looking at me the entire time.

"Yeeyeon," he reached out for my hands and this time, I didn't avoid it.

"Come back to me will you?" Tears welled up in his eyes before I knew it. The familiar touch on my hands gave me the urged to hug him.

"Jonghyun, things are not as easy as you said. You can't ditch me whenever you want and ask me to go back to you as you like,"

A terrible ached rose my chest and tears spilled down my eyes. Am I getting too emotional today?

"Why can't you? You love me don't you?"

"Love is not everything," I replied,

"As long you love me, it is everything," he pulled me into his arms and crushed his lips onto mine.

I moved my lips along with him until he licked my bottom lip asking for entry, I pushed him away.

"Kim Jonghyun, do you know how hurtful is it to lose someone you love the most?" I stared at him.

"I fucken cried a river for you, I cried to sleep every night and wake up crying still. I cried for you, I hope that everything could be a joke and you will come back and hug me in your embrace saying that you're just kidding. Days went by, no calls no texts from you. Who accompanied me the whole time? It's Taemin, he looked after me like a baby cause because of you, I lose the will to survive. You hear that? I'm hurt," my voice trailed off at the end, he walked over to me and hugged me tightly again.

"Yeeyeon, I know you're hurt. But I went to Singapore for training so that I could become a young entrepreneur and then I could give you a better future. Do you know, when I'm tired or stress, I'll think about your smiley face. That motivates me to strive harder because I WANT to give you the best I could afford. Do you think that only you cried? I cried too, most of all I have no one with me. I'm all alone in Singapore but you had Taemin. And it's not that I don't want to call you or text you cause if I do, I'll have the urged to meet you and I will miss you even more... You hear that? I'm hurt too," his voice trailed off at the end too.

I pushed him slightly away to look at his face, my hands uncontrollably went up to touch his flawless features.

"You lose weight," I whispered with a big lump in my throat.

"You gained weight," he giggled and I smacked him in the arm.

He pressed his forehead against mine and closed his eyes.

"Both of us suffered so much for the six years thinking and yearning each other. Yeeyeon, can you come back to me now? I really had enough of being alone, I don't want to be myself. I want to be yours."

Tears escaped from the corner of my eye, I'd enough too.

I threw my arms around his neck and this pulled our bodies closer, he wrapped his arms around my waist and take in my scent. But...

"Yah hyun oppa, you smoke?" I frowned and he scratched the back of his head but suddenly he stared back at me.

"What?" I asked,

"What did you called me?" He narrowed his eyes on me, I let out a cackle.

"Hyun oppa!" I yelled into his ear and he instantly picked me up and spun me around.

"I've been waiting for six years!" He yelled and refused to put me down no matter how much I hit him.

-
"Yeeyeon, what about Taemin?" He said with his eyes still set on the road.

"He wanted to divorce with me," I sat on the passenger seat and looked out at the trees that swiftly past by.

"What about the kids?"

"They're yours,"

My body flew forward due to inertia and the reason? He suddenly braked.

"What did you just said?" He narrowed his eyes on me and I laughed.

"They're your kids, I was pregnant right after you left. Do you remember? You left me after we made love," I rolled my eyes.

He grabbed my hands and held them in his.

"Are you serious? Wh-why didn't you tell me??" He squeezed my hands and I smirked,

"Cause I wasn't planning to reunite with you because I hate you for leaving me," I scoffed.

"Wow," he said and placed my hands on my thighs before grabbing the steering wheel tightly.

"Within six years, I'm a young entrepreneur, a famous young entrepreneur... And a father," he comments and nodded his head.

"Yahh, stop behaving like an idiot," I hissed.

"Hyun oppa, you're back in Seoul now. Where do you live?" I asked,

"Hmm, I was living in hotel but since now you're back with me, let's go clean my apartment." he chuckled. What? I'm supposed to clean that? And what about Taemin's mansion?

"Why? I mean since Taemin already asked you to divor-"

"Jonghyun, give me some time, I'll get back to you okay," I smiled and pecked a kiss on his cheek.

He nodded and ruffled my hair.

"So, you were sleeping on the same bed with Taemin for the past six years?"

"Yeah,"

"What?!"

"What? We're married, what's wrong with that,"

"Then did you...?"

"I don't know~"

"Yahh Im Yeeyeon, answer my question!"

"I'm tired~" I yawned and closed my eyes pretended to be asleep.

I wonder what's going to happen next.



HELLO READERS! :D
THEY'RE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.... WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY TAEMIN? TT.

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