I'm all alone at home, they've gone out for dinner and of course, I didn't follow. I mean, why do I even follow? They have Jonghyun now.
I sat on the edge of the bed looking at the big glass window, it's dusk now and my eyes set back on me.
"Taemin," I looked at the girl who sat next to me in the reflection.
"Yeeyeon?" She threw her arms around my neck and hugged me tight.
"Why didn't you tell me," she whispered, I wrapped my arms around her waist and smirked.
"It's no big deal," I pushed her away slightly to look into her eyes.
"It's really no big deal," I said and a drop of tear escaped my eye.
I looked in the reflection again and Yeeyeon vanished in a thin of dust. What is this? Hallucination? I smirked, even hallucination also Yeeyeon. I took a notepad and a pencil and started scribbling on it.
-
"Yahh Lee Taemin," I heard knock from the outside, I opened the door and stare at them, what are they doing here?
"What's wrong?"
Hyun held a bottle in between his thumb and index finger, instantly, I recognised that it's my bottle of medicine. What is that doing in his hand?
"What's wrong?" He returned me the question, I smirked.
"What's wrong? It's just medicine for headache,"
Suddenly Yeeyeon pushed me out of the way and started ransacking my drawers, my rubbish bin.
The rubbish bin!
She found the envelope that I torn into half, without letting her to find the other half, I grabbed her hand and pulled her away.
"Listen, don't come into my room and dig your nose into my stuff," I scoffed.
"You were my husband, I have no rights?"
"Yeah I 'was' your husband,"
I released my grip and snatched the envelope back.
"What's that?" Hyun asked and I hid it behind my back.
"Nothing, it's confidential. TM entertainment's stuff," I lied.
"I hope you're speaking the truth,"
Jonghyun pulled Yeeyeon out of my room, Key and Jessica were staring at me but I gave them a glare before closing my door.
Sorry, I won't let anyone know about this. I thought and torn the envelope into pieces before throwing them away.
Yeeyeon's POV
It's late at night now.
I laid on the bed with hyun oppa beside me, asleep. I was thinking about the envelope in Taemin's room, what's so great about it that he can't let me see? After all, I'm his wife for six years. Ugh this is irritating. I get down from my bed and walked down to the kitchen to get a glass of water to calm myself down but as I walked past Taemin's room, I heard piano being played.
Did I mentioned that Taemin actually plays piano? There's this big white piano in his room, which is my room for six years.
I knocked on the door before opening it. There it is, Taemin sitting there playing piano with his eyes closed, the song was soothing and there's a hint of hurt and sad in it.
I walked over to him and sat down next to him. He opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"Not asleep yet?" He asked while playing the piano randomly.
I shook my head.
"Let me sing a song for you,"
Whoa are you hearing right Yeeyeon? Taemin's gonna sing a song for you? Never did he once in the past six years sing a song for you... Did he? Gosh you're pathetic, you were thinking of Jonghyun all day long until you don't know if Taemin sang for you before? I smacked myself mentally in my head when suddenly the same soothing music began.
This was the music I heard when I was standing at his doorstep.
A butterfly must blink its eyes a few times
before mastering how to fly
The night sky is sprinkled all over with stars
but a few will fall to the ground
I fly, but you are falling at the same time
I am close enough to hear your breathing
Yet, I'm sorry, I did not hold onto you tight enough
You don't know why I left you
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run
Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground
I clearly know in my heart
that you do not know why I am so cruel
hovering high above you where you cannot see
There are many things that are things you do not know
A butterfly must blink its eyes a few times
before mastering how to fly
The night sky is sprinkled all over with stars
but a few will fall to the ground
I fly, but you are falling at the same time
I am close enough to hear your breathing
Yet, I'm sorry, I did not hold onto you tight enough
You don't know why I left you
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run
Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground
I clearly know in my heart
that you do not know why I am so cruel
hovering high above you where you cannot see
There are many things that are things you do not know
I fly, but you are falling at the same time
You don't know why I left you
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run
Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground
I clearly know in my heart
that you do not know why I am so cruel
hovering high above you where you cannot see
There are many things that are things you do not know
Tears cascading down my cheeks as the ending of the song echoed in my brain. Was it because of the lyrics that's hurtful? Or Taemin was the one that made the song sound hurtful? Why am I feeling hurt though?
Taemin turned to look at me and I looked away to wipe my tears.
"I'd seen you cried so many times, there's no need to turn away," he whispered and walked over to his bed to rest.
I stood up and walked over to him, tugging onto the end of his shirt like I always do, I asked him.
"Are you hiding anything from me?"
"Ani,"
"Lee Taemin, no lying is allowed,"
"I wasn't,"
"I ask again, are you hiding anything from me?"
"Ani,"
"Lee Taemin!"
"Yeeyeon, just go back to your room and have a good rest okay, I'm turning in," he said and closed his eyes.
All of a sudden, I felt like this Taemin in front of me is so unfamiliar. It seems like I don't know him. Like, don't know him at all.
"Goodnight.." I mumbled and left his room.
Taemin's POV
I'm sorry Yeeyeon.
A tear rolled down from the corner of my eye.
-
Jonghyun's POV
"Morning people," I walked down the stairs to find the kids sitting on their seat munching on the breakfast that my beloved girl made.
"Morning hyun oppa," Yeeyeon smiled at me and poured two cups of milk for the kids.
"Morning appa," the kids yelled, I smiled.
"Where are the rest?"
"Key and Jessica went oversea for schedule again, Taemin went to TM entertainment already,"
"So early?" Yeeyeon shrugged her shoulders and I looked at my watch, it's only eight in the morning.
"Yeeyeon, let's go out after this," I munched on the toast and looked at Yeeyeon, she nodded.
The song was a Chinese song and I translated it to English!
(Source: http://ranwada.blogspot.com/2010/08/ni-bu-zhi-dao-de-shi-all-things-you.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+reignofwelly+%28Reign+of+WELLY%29)
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